The Weekend Report (Includes semi-adult content)

Hello readers. Instead of the slightly controversial, this time it's just a regular update. Once again I finished everything I could do before work hours began. I still have to fill out the attendance forms for last week, but since they're not created, I can't really do that. Friday was fairly uneventful. We watched Ana practice for her audition.

Saturday was interesting. I went to Chris's house. He asked me to come before his mom got home from school. Big mistake. I got there fine, but when I did, he had fallen asleep. I called several times and got no response. I waited outside for somewhere between half hour and 45 minutes. Finally, on what must have been the fifth call, he answered the phone. He asked me where I was and I just told him to open the door. LOL. By the time I was inside, his mom had walked through the door. She left pretty fast to get Burger King. She was probably gone for ten or fifteen minutes. Within that time, he tried to um, undress me. I know, for my generation that seems to be nothing. I got worried when I stopped him once and he tried again! I'm sorry, but if you have to tell someone no twice, I get a little nervous. Actually, I got very nervous. My heart was pounding in my chest at double the normal rate and I was breathing kinda shallow fast breaths. I'm pretty sure it was fear and adrenalin. Thankfully, his mom came back. It made me feel so crazy. I guess it's that I don't know if it's just me being afraid, or if what he was doing was the problem. Sometimes I feel afraid to let people get too close to me for fear of getting hurt. The rest of the time went without a problem. We talked and his mom took us to IHOP. I was glad because it was his suggestion instead of mine or hers. Then she brought me home and we watched Legally Blonde 2.

Sunday was a different kind of day. First, I went to Sunday Worship Service. I had volunteered a few months ago to host this particular one. I had the script and was using it to know what to say, and my Braille Sense froze up. I couldn't use it anymore! I was horrified. Thankfully, I remembered the format. Of course, right after the service, I reset it which usually doesn't work. This time, it did work. Obviously, a higher power didn't want me to use the script. LOL. Then we went home.

Of course, yesterday was Mother's Day. Everyone at the house went to be with their families. That is, everyone except me because my family has these brilliant ideas like "Let's meet in Lancaster or Canyon Country." Well, those places are, on weekends anyway, out of reach for the Access of Evil. So that was impossible. I could have met my nana in the valley, but I would have missed worship, I might have been really late, and they all would have told me in what ways I wasn't good enough. It's their favorite pastime. I'm fat, don't come home enough, not modern enough, too conservative, "stuffy and boring", don't dress well, not Mormon, not like so-and-so who dresses well, etc. That's just the list from recent years. Anyway, all this to say I stayed home yesterday.

A little while later, the people doing the teaching work came. It was nice to see them. Per request, I stayed home and said prayers. I wanted to go, but the way the request was made, I didn't necessarily want to say no. It was more like "It would be so great if you would say prayers. We didn't have that last time and I think it's very important." It was probably good that I didn't go only because I felt kinda sad and bad that I actually really didn't want to be with my family in some ways. Anyway, I was really happy when everyone returned. It wasn't long enough though. Nobody came to devotional gathering last night. I went to sleep early and then Carlos's Access came. Ana came and banged on my door scaring the living daylights out of me. She told me Access was there. It was 10 o'clock at night! Well, it appeared that Carlos had planned to come to devotions and had somehow not gotten there. I went back to my room because J. and Kevin called. I had a good conversation and tried to go back to sleep. Well, that didn't seem possible until like 2 something. Oh wait. It was after three!

This morning, something jolted me awake. It's a good thing too because it was 6:59 and my ride was at 7. I woke up to find that I'd missed a call from Celine by a minute. I was so upset because it's been what feels like forever. I called back several times with no luck. I really miss my friends. I miss Anne a lot and Celine and Cristina and Tasha. That's not to say that I don't love my other friends. I just see them and/or talk to them a lot more. I don't think I've seen Cristina since the Children's Theatre Company plays last November. I saw Anne most recently. It was two weeks ago.

Well readers. I have a staff meeting in about 20 minutes. That means that's it for the weekend report. This is Leena saying peace out blog folks.